Feb 27, 2012

LAY ME BACK DOWN

sunday sunday sunday blah blah blah all my frrriends are six hours ahead don't know what anyone's doing is my wedding going to be too weddingish missed the opportunities i always lose at speed ha ha ha ha is this who we are now?!?!!!!!

NO WAIT IT'S ONLY 6:30 EASTERN STANDARD TIME.

Feb 20, 2012

SO MUCH PRESSURE

at the dentist's last week i found out i should get a crown on my left front tooth. as in my left. the dentist said how it will completely blend in and they can even make it look tapered and lighter in color at the bottom just like real teeth. she said i'm only 26 and that's young and 26 year olds smile a lot. she looked at me. i smiled quickly in confirmation. she nodded, satisfied.

today bastian and i went to a drugstore to get toilet paper, tissues, laundry detergent and batteries. it's not really a drugstore. i wore a newish coat. this pet store nearby closed and they were selling their cash register and i thought about buying it and having my dream of working in retail right in my living room all the time.

Feb 15, 2012

engaged girl problems

 we're still 6 1/2 odd months away from the wedding. actually, thanks to the obsessive people at theknot.com, it's 192 days away. we're pretty passive about it since we're still months and 4,000 miles away. i've got the big things covered and figure i can do everything else when we go to the US. admittedly it's pretty hard to plan a wedding from 4,000 miles away. i always thought i'd elope and go out to eat in a diner afterwards or something. my cousin's getting married a month after me.

obligatory neo-nazi post!

every year on february 13, thousands of neo-nazis come to dresden. here is an article about it and here are a bunch of pictures.

so yeah. every year there's the question of whether the NPD should be allowed to protest, then again they have rights too, who's to decide this, et cetera et cetera.

but i'll do what i do best and focus on the superficial. around this time of year, people seem a little nicer. and that's never a bad thing.

Feb 1, 2012

still here, mostly

i have B's debit card.

OHMANSHOPPINGSPREE

i'm going to buy some bread and cat litter.

edit: just contemplated buying a new rice cooker, jasmine rice and cans of kimchi and sitting on the floor (sitting on the floor has always been a kind of "bingeing position" in my mind) and just gorging myself.

edit2: am not going to do this; necessitates tram ride to hauptbahnhof, too much social anxiety for this.