can i just say that i'm so sick of being engaged, seriously. i wish we could just get married. i've of course never thought of a dream wedding with big billows of chiffon or something, and being engaged definitely hasn't made me think of the wedding more outside of the date and stuff. actually i always thought i'd just do a quick and painless deal, like get married in the courthouse and then have a party later with snowcones and ice cream cake and some people are dancing hysterically and some people are just sitting in chairs, reading.
i have a huge family. my grandparents have like a gazillion brothers and sisters between the two of them, so that means i have lots and lots of cousins in all ages. i'm a really quiet person though, so i still haven't completely decided how my wedding will be. it's weird to even say "my wedding" because i have lots of "my"s like my cat and my typewriter and my hair and "wedding" is not a "my" that i often, you know....
...you know?!
anyway, i've had about a million people with varying degrees of medical expertise (ranging from internal specialist to Bastian) telling me that i'm way too stressed out for my own health and i need to sit like for just like, god, a second. so today i have to study for my german exam i have tomorrow and try to relax somehow. but i have to think about this! and that! did i write that in my planner? where is my planner? where's my pen? what price bananas? are you my angel?!
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